Blog Entry#2: Myphone....Myfriend

     They said bond can't easily be broken. Specially those that is strengthen by hardship and trials. Maybe that is why I still miss you so dearly. And wherever you may be today I will always remember you in my heart.

When the first time I met you. I was just so amazed. I was still just a boy who had the greatest present in the world. You see, you were still hit back in the day.What I like you the most was you were simple yet elegant and not over complicated. And as time passed our bond grew even stronger. We spend a lot of time together goofing around making a lot of friends along the way, including creepy stuff. We were together when I first fall in love and you were the bridge that confess my true feelings. And you were there to comfort me when I broke my stupid heart.You were the only one I could trust. You literally hold the story of  my youthful life,my sufferings, my goal,and my dreams . Even the darkest secrets that I hide. You were always there for me to remind me to get up and rise, making me smile when I am lonely even asking you what the time is.Yes I had taken you for granted, one of many things I regret in life. And we were always fighting blaming you for my mistakes and when the time that I got tired of you I replace you for something new, abandoned left to die . Yes I was a fool how can I replace friend with a stranger I barely knew, how I can treat you like that when you were always . But when the time I realized your importance it was already too late.Because your were already gone, stolen from me by someone.

Now here I am regretting my deeds, but alas the past can never be undone. I just want you to know you are more than just a thing or a tool, a phone but a friend that I hold dear. And who ever maybe with you right now I hope he will treat you as a friend. Remember this wherever may this game of life will lead me you will always be my treasured friend.

A Part of Me

It wasn't just a single experience. That made me the person I am today. But a product of countless experience and moments good or bad that made me and my views in life. Where each one has a unique way in developing my personality.

One of the early experience that contributed me of my views is in the summer of 2006. One night my mother received a call coming from a local law enforcer. Saying that a group of armed men entered our barangay. He instructed my mother to turn off the lights and shut the doors. After a few minutes as we finished what we instructed to do. A series of gunfire erupts in the distance. We were all terrified while hiding under the bed. my Grandma was praying nonstop. While I was also crying constantly  holding my mother hand. I was beginning to hyper hyperventilate.Then my mother look at me in the face. She was also crying,I can see the fear in her face. Suddenly she hug me tightly as if she's was going to be my armor. The next thing I realized it was already morning. I had fallen asleep while crying. And the whole thing was already over.

 That night taught me many things that I will  later  realize. That there are things that is out of our control. Where what we can only do is sit and wait. For someone like you who is also weak, scared, and fragile yet draw each other's strength. And that someone is my family. I believe that family is important in facing problem that you can't handle alone. Where I draw strength when I have none and they always be a part of me.